I have not been keeping up with writing in my blog like I had planned to. I make so many plans and then do not follow through with them. Shame Shame 
But there’s a reason why I have not been keeping up with my blog. And it is the same reason I have not kept up with many other things, mainly spiritual ones.
I have been away from God.
Yup, there it is for the whole world to read. Or at least those in my world. 
) I was living a half-life, a fake life, and just going through the motions. And it is really no life at all. I have grown tired of it. It ironically enough, drains the life out of me. It is strange to me that I am one who does this yet God constantly is calling me to be consumed with passion for Him. I suppose it is not ironic but falls right in line with the enemy’s snares for me. God calls things that are not as though they are. I am one called to be consumed with passion for Him but I keep allowing myself to fall into the enemy’s snares of lukewarmness. UGH!!! Well I am sick of it, sick of feeling dead inside, and sick of myself. I want to be consumed by HIM now and forever.
I know the road that lies ahead is a difficult one. But it will be paved with joy and lined with mercy as I walk down it. Thank You, Lord for Your redeeming grace and constant call upon my heart to follow and be consumed with passion for You.
Amen!!
richelleygirl
Thank you for this reminder. It is odd how forget journey with God and than odder still the remembrance?
Wow, Very refreshing to see you back, and expressing yourself again. Getting it out and being honest will help u and others.
Thanks Marky!! You’re the awesomest best friend this girl could ever have!!